Dude, you're dead

December 10, 2022.

Dear diary, I write to you with a love I never knew I had. My eyes are piercing daggers and my heart is a cold stone. I've been working toward this for years, and it's finally happened. The old world and behavioral patterns will not be the same. Apparently, what I tried for was not in vain. That pleases me.

December (10)

-Are you ready to answer the most important question of your life?
-Ready
-Do you agree to marry art?
-Yes


self-portrait// 2023

Do you agree to... marry art?

Hey (!)

-Dad, are you proud of me?
-You killed all my dreams of you, but I love you even in spite of your strange art.


Me & Dad - 2022 // self-portrait

Sorry, dad

- I met a woman
- What did she look like?
- Something ethereal and all-encompassing


on another planet

Self portrait

Visual notes

October 10, 2022

People have lost their minds. I hear constant noise, physical and informational. I'm losing people physically and to political views. I see teenagers becoming old people in a week. It's scary for everyone. None of the old role models work now.

Dad was right, after all. The best way to survive is to remain a child.

The best way to survive is to remain a child

ARTS - gCx5qShg5o

love is....?

number 88

Hey u (!)



-Dad, are you proud of me?

 - You killed all my dreams of you, but I love you even in spite of your strange art."


Me & Dad - 2022 // self-portrait

Me & Dad

Sorry, Dad

-I asked you for one thing
-What was it?
-Don't break my heart
-Oops.... sorry

Oops....sorry

LOST SOUL   - part III

When I was 11 years old, I had the same dream every day for six months. 
It was like this: a naked girl with long blond hair was standing alone in the forest, and there was a lot of snow around. She didn't say anything, I only heard: I am a lost soul.
Ever since I started photography, I wanted to take similar shots, and only now I found a model who was so similar to the girl in the dream.
I repeated all the shots I saw in my dream. Enjoy.

photography, 2024

LOST SOUL III

LOST SOUL   - part IV

When I was 11 years old, I had the same dream every day for six months. 
It was like this: a naked girl with long blond hair was standing alone in the forest, and there was a lot of snow around. She didn't say anything, I only heard: I am a lost soul.
Ever since I started photography, I wanted to take similar shots, and only now I found a model who was so similar to the girl in the dream.
I repeated all the shots I saw in my dream. Enjoy.

photography, 2024

LOST SOUL IV

LOST SOUL


📍photography + art retouching, 2024


 In this work I decided to combine three of my favorite symbols: color, water and the story of mermaids. I use polar colors: warm and cold. I am madly in love with binarity, and showing it through color is the best solution for me as an artist. Darkness and light, the wandering of the soul in darkness and light are my inner experiences as a hero. The mermaid is one of the most mysterious and mesmerizing symbols in art, representing mystery, beauty and danger. In art, the mermaid often symbolizes not only magic and attraction, but also the futility of human existence and the danger of delusion. I didn't want to make this symbol obvious, so I expressed it metaphorically and in combination with water. I combined it all together and it turned out to be something beautiful that I fell in love with. I also wanted to create the effect of an old photograph, so I used the texture of old paper and some scans on the printer.



self-portrait


we've never seen each other, never heard each other, but I can hear you in the distance and it gives me an inner light.

self-portrait, 2024.
photography + watercolor + chalks for drawing.

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