Eufrosina

Each morning, as sunlight filtered through my window, I felt paralyzed by the weight of my mistake. The loss of my seed phrases played over and over in my mind, a constant reminder of how I had failed. The world outside moved on, but inside, I was stuck in a loop of regret. Every day started with a faint hope that I might somehow find a way to undo it, but as the hours passed, that hope faded, leaving only heaviness in its wake.

By sunset, the beauty of the fading light only deepened my sense of isolation. The vibrant colors of the sky seemed to mock the emptiness I felt inside. The day was ending, and I still hadn’t found a way to reclaim what was lost. As night fell and silence filled the room, the weight became unbearable. Midnight was the hardest—the stillness of the world around me only amplified the chaos in my mind. I felt like I was drifting in darkness, endlessly searching for a way out, yet finding only more emptiness.


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Based on true story. 
Two months ago, my world came crashing down. I lost everything—my NFT seed phrases, all my assets—because of a mistake I made while trying to switch to a new laptop. I didn't even realize what had happened until it was too late. All my seed phrases were on the old laptop, which had already been wiped clean by its new owner.

That was the moment I hit rock bottom. Everything I had built, all the hard work, just vanished in an instant. I felt completely devastated. I was overwhelmed with emptiness and had no idea how to face it. I spent my days in bed, just lying there, staring blankly, unable to escape the weight of regret. The depression sank in deep.

But instead of letting it consume me, I turned those emotions into something. I poured everything into these 4 artworks, capturing what those dark days felt like—empty, lost, and heavy, from morning until night, every single day.

this artwork will change based on each of your timezones
Thanks to Transient Lab Dynamic Art Engine for this.

and i wanna say thanks to Nuk, Minimal_Macbeth,  and Daniel from Transient Lab for helping me out.

心より感謝申し上げます。

The Weight of Time

Seiryu, the Azure Dragon, is one of the Four Divine Beasts (Shijin) in Japanese mythology, symbolizing the East, spring, and the element of wood. Originating from Chinese cosmology, Seiryu represents growth, vitality, and renewal, embodying the energy of nature awakening in spring. It is depicted as a serpentine dragon with blue or green scales, often associated with water and rain. Seiryu is considered a guardian of prosperity and fertility, protecting the eastern direction and bringing life and abundance to the land. Its role as a rainmaker further emphasizes its connection to agriculture and the cycle of life.

In Japanese culture, Seiryu’s influence is evident in spiritual practices and architectural symbolism. For example, it is honored at Kyoto's Kiyomizu-dera Temple, where it is believed to bless the surrounding area with protection and prosperity. In art and mythology, Seiryu is portrayed as a majestic, benevolent creature, revered for its wisdom and strength. As a vital force within the balance of the Shijin, Seiryu not only represents physical growth and protection but also serves as a reminder of the interconnectedness of nature, life, and spiritual harmony.

Seiryu (Azure Dragon of the East)

Each morning, as sunlight filtered through my window, I felt paralyzed by the weight of my mistake. The loss of my seed phrases played over and over in my mind, a constant reminder of how I had failed. The world outside moved on, but inside, I was stuck in a loop of regret. Every day started with a faint hope that I might somehow find a way to undo it, but as the hours passed, that hope faded, leaving only heaviness in its wake.

By sunset, the beauty of the fading light only deepened my sense of isolation. The vibrant colors of the sky seemed to mock the emptiness I felt inside. The day was ending, and I still hadn’t found a way to reclaim what was lost. As night fell and silence filled the room, the weight became unbearable. Midnight was the hardest—the stillness of the world around me only amplified the chaos in my mind. I felt like I was drifting in darkness, endlessly searching for a way out, yet finding only more emptiness.

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Based on the true story of my life, I’ve mentioned before on Twitter/X, that 2 months ago I lost my NFT seed phrases (and all assets) due to a mistake I made while trying to switch to a new laptop. I only realized afterward that all my seed phrases were on the old laptop, which had already been wiped clean by its new owner. That’s when I hit rock bottom, feeling devastated because everything I had built was gone. I became depressed, feeling empty and not knowing how to cope. I felt so down, just staying in my room all day, from morning till night, not being able to do anything. I want to representing my empty and depressive days from morning until night, every day through this four different artworks. 

 this artwork will change based on each of your timezones.

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