Details :DIGITAL oil painting, canvas 2574x2512
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- isolated in my mind, I can only abandon myself to myself, without finding anyone... I let myself be carried away by the waves that keep me awake at night, and I don't care where I end up, because where I've already been I wasn't welcome...
There's nothing in my way, I'm waiting to sink into my soul, and I feel so good, when I let go...
I stopped looking for myself, to be able to live, you can't find a needle in a haystack if there is no needle....

Lost myself 🌊

Cole

-Canvas 3251x4226-

Fighting against myself is tiring...
More and more often I wonder why,
It's been a while now that I'm not responding to the shots,
My personality has been divided into diabolical parts..

I'm sabotaging myself


Bipolarity

“Sometimes you have to prick your thorns to catch the most beautiful rose.”

“Forgive yourself”

Nothing to say here, no description...silence 🌹

“Silence” 🪽

“I couldn't help my friend..” 
Roronoa Zoro is the perfect representation of loyalty and strong-heartedness. No fruit of the devil, despite this he fought and beat the best.
This is a tribute in honor of the most loyal and strong character in one piece. Always ready to give his life for his crew. 
Even if you always get lost, you always know how to find your companions.

友情

“Mama”🌹

“I see everything moving, 
  I feel free,
  but nothing is real. ”

“The last night”🥃💊

They can’t wait for me to fall.
They are all ready to hit me,
I didn’t lose my smile,
I lost the sincerity with which I showed it.
Now look me in the eye and tell me if I’m happy...🥀

“Inconscio”

Description : “I dreamed for so long that I could have some peace and quiet, or hoped to love this solitude one day .. I did nothing but deceive my mind, and I still feel like a child, lost in the mountains and woods of my imagination ... I wish it never ended.”

“An empty day “⛰️

Prunus avium

Representation of my journey so far, all the friends, the idols... and everything that struck me and inspired me in this beginning of my journey, thank you community !❤️‍🔥

Look what I found! ⚔️

Cortlandt street

Oil painting - Digital - canvas 3841x 4784
Isprired by Marlon Brando 📸
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- PARADOX - 


“Why not?”

REVOLUTION 🌹

If I can dream, I can fall.
But I'm here, on the clouds of hope...
And I know I might fall at any moment, but I don't care...
I want to fall ... to feel alive .. I want to go back to being a child. 💭🥀


Shoganai 🌸

“If I can dream,
Why not do it right?
Why not be myself? ...
Or whoever I want to be.”

“September” ☁️

Dreams from the Deep

If you let me go, I can fall...
I can fly,
I can lose,
I can win,
I can dream,
I can die...
In peace ....in the clouds, of my mind 🌹☁️

Nekkar 

My black cat doesn't bring bad luck 😤🐈‍⬛

Jolie

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“I have no more roads to go,
No demons to kill.
I'm no longer afraid to dream,
To breathe, to create.
Feeling so light, as if you were floating,
As if I were flying...” ☁️


But all this will never happen…
These clouds are just smoke.
08/12

“The…☁️”

Nothing can separate JJ and Jae,
Always looking for adventure,
They never back down.
They are tough.
But what would JJ be without Jae?
And what would Jae be without JJ? ...☁️🌹

“The adventures of JJ & Jae”

What's left?
Who am I now?
What did I learn?

It's been years ... and now I'm fine ...
Even though I'm dying inside..
And maybe ... maybe ... naaah ...

The roses are red ... and I'm here
Lying on the grass
Waiting for my moment...
Which will probably never come.

All this...
It's not real...🥀

“Rememors”

Dreams in the Drawer

“That dreams can come true,
That sadness can be turned into happiness,
That life can smile at you even looking down…🥀”

No matter how rotten this world is...
I will continue to paint blue, this gray sky.💙

“Sogno infranto”

I cut off my wings for fear of falling,
I've lost sleep, and now I'm writing poetry at 3:00 AM
and the only thing I would like now...
And feel those emotions again...
Like falling into the void...

I spent nights drinking thinking about you..
Nightmares that intertwine with my memories..
Dreams that are swept away by depression, disappointment, guilt and anger…
And I write meaningless things,
Because it's the heart that speaks.
And there's no way to explain...
That maybe I'm dying inside...🥀

Revival 🪽

“This night I drink your lies,  
I think about when we were fine...  
Now I feel like I'm worse.  
One day I will die alone, if I could I would escape from this nightmare.  
And I'm drowning but you don't see it.  
You look at my pain as if they were falling leaves...  
I miss your voice, and sometimes, at night, I think of you.”

“goodbye”

Incredible….  
As time passed, I thought I couldn’t, to forget.  
And I still struggle with it, because of the way things went...but now you’re happy, and I... will be.  
I think a lot about these past years, so much has happened...  
I thought I wouldn’t make it, but I’m still here.  
I thought I wouldn’t love life anymore....  
But, I still love you.”

“Still love you, 2025”

Dose of illusions

When I finish drawing, I feel lost, and I start looking for a stimulus that can give me a little happiness, peace, tranquility, almost like going hunting, happiness.🥀

“Hunting Happiness”

“I forgot the last time I saw the sunset, or maybe I wanted to forget. It always reminded me of you, of us... For me you were like the stars in the sky, unreattainable. But what was I for you?… You didn’t give a shit about all the mess I had in my head... While the others moved further and further away, you instead got closer. But I was a time bomb...and you knew it... I’m used to failing, but not with you... I burned my life so many times, I never gave it value, and I’m still trying... I don’t want to become rich, I want to be happy, but I wonder if it’s possible... without you. You took away a part of me... You’re not my biggest regret, but definitely the last... I know you won’t come back, I know you don’t think of me... But I thought of you, I looked for a flower to describe you, but I didn’t find it… A sting in my heart, and with blood... I decided to create it.” 🥀

Static Love

Collection of 100 pfp pepe in Shape format ⚫️🐸

Shapepe#008

Shapepe#007

Shapepe#006

Shapepe#005

Night-mare

Shapannie

I could think of a thousand reasons and why I would like to live in another world, but now, today... I want to think about the reasons why I want to live in this world... To be able to enjoy this sunset again that takes away the noise and the light... To be able to read my favorite manga. Looking at the stars, dreaming of being able to live in the countryside, or in the mountains. ...To dream..this world has a flaw... It makes me dream of what this world can never give me.

I had…a dream☁️

Limited edition in honor of OP's thief cat, Nami, raised by a retired Marine, has always had a difficult life, after the arrival of Arlong, her life has only worsened, with the death of her adoptive mother. Due to a promise made by Arlong, Nami became an excellent thief, to be able to pay Arlong (100,000,000 Berry) to leave Coco (Nami's hometown) alone.

And that's how she met Luffy, straw hair, who decided to help her defeat Arlong, even though she had lied to him to steal the map to deliver it to the fishman. The rest is history..... -Nami-

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