this was a little taboo for me,
I stepped out of my comfort zone
theres no wabi-sabi and simplicity
observation and accumulation and
it is my dance to not impress
and all against it
and maybe i wish i was that.
I am japanese
it is not ballet's ideal look
I am 5'7"
it is too short for ballet dancer requirement
legs and feet are good
though people want them to be better for ballet
my neuro-divergence brain is too much creativity for ballet company's work
people want me to be fitted
how easy were my life and successful
I wished I was that