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"Smell of Earth" - Tile[2, 8]

Collection

Mon Salai

Creator

Kaan İnce

Description

sometimes i wish that i was here with you other times i might have a fear or two that keep me from sharing true in the moments and the laughter hoping we can rewrite this broken passage of a chapter, maybe even etch out the words to happily ever after i screwed up, because i let my fear take the reigns focused on the shame wrapped up in the wounds and pain instead of focusing on the beauty and the trust i thrust my past trauma that distracted me from the healing power of your love i let my feelings get clouded by irrelevant old tapes wouldn’t it be great if I could fix the past and feel okay? but I’m stuck with this mind that tries to hold me captive I’m trying to stay active to learn how to not reenact this same cycle, same story, different actors analyzing the factors and the attractors that keep me caught up exhausting every way out of this maze that I have thought of but most the time it feels like its never what i need to make the changes necessary to impede upon the seed that plants itself uniquely as it sprouts its first leaf i try to stand up straight and keep my head up and take the lead but my thoughts know my weaknesses that drop me to my knees if only i could remember all things you’ve said to me learn to reset expectations to determine what i need you’ve been so patient with my process, you’ve even watched my heart bleed now if only i could make it through this patch of fallen trees i could make it to the mountain top and finally feel the breeze let my heart take control release it and let it fly free

Traits

POET

DannyWithThreeBrains